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Hari Bahgia

2012-01-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Penat, yes aku penat setelah sehari berjimba di jusco siang tadi XD hahah

We have great time together lepas insiden Mcd last month.hehe.

sebab nak tebus rasa salah, hari ni Mcd again X) Prosperity, Karaoke, Basketball, shopping, main-main tangkap gambaa, writing notes and sketching at food court, having cold nescafe, wafer and shushi XDD

khusyuknyaaaaaaaa

yang lawak nya, tengah Mr Casper dok best drawing and sketching, this come one cute girl and just looking, but her little brother bagi ayat baekk punya *abang tu lukis tak cantik pun kan?* haha. Pity my Casper :p sabaa ye bang :p hahaha, awak lukis macam mana pun still cantik jee *ceh :p

and we bought one this cute notebook, and kitorang jadikan buku notes macam time ssp dulu, everytime jumpa, each of us kena lukis or writing something. I'm good at writing and he's good at sketching, that's why note kitorang ni macam langit dengan bumi. haha. Nevermind la, that's the way we expressing emotion.huahaha. Mine? tak payah la nak tunjuk kat sini. cheesy sangat *awww

Mr Casper suruh saye tulis guna bahasa melayu. tapi kadang-kadang tak boleh nak elak ter-tulis english supaya tak over sangat ditelinga saya ketika menulis.HAHA :p i'll try.

inilah hasilnya, and yang kat atas tu dia tengah try nak lukis this cute-lomo-camera. act it's a keychain, but dia jadi unique bila tekan, keluaa lampu macam flash siap sound effect tangkap gambaa lagi youu :p sebab tu kami macam orang tak betul ja main-main flash dalam jusco tadi tu.haha
p/s even tulisan ayang tak berapa nak lawaa pun b still loving youu :)

Thankyou sayang for a very

gelak-ketawa-day,

usik-mengusik-day,

buat-muka-tak-senonoh-day,

merajuk-ngada-ngada-day,

suap-suap-ala-khuntoria-day

hehe, and seriously, YOU REALLY MAKE MY DAY.

Saranghe yeobo ! hihi

Aku teringatkan kau

2012-01-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

Actually, semalam oly (roomiee) tanya pasal arwah bad. at one point, aku rasa aku relax ja cerita kat dia. okay, to be honest *ada one time tu rasa nak nangis, but i'm hold back my tears. T.T

and tadi ter-baca dekat blog nurulcakapcakap pasal friend of her yang baru meninggal hari tu. quite cute orangnya, muda and tak sangka dah tak ada. bila tengok video dedicated to the late Syareena, tears falling down like crazy. aku terfikir, macam mana lah orang yang tersayang disekeliling dia menghadapi hari yang mendatang. aku pernah rasa, sakitnya, hanya Tuhan yang tahu.

Mungkin masa tu kita masih mampu tersenyum, dengar cerita-cerita di sekliling kita, dan bergelak ketawa, tapi bila berseorangan, bila masa hendak tidur, masa itulah yang paling mencabar untuk hilangkan rasa sunyi tu. rasa sedih, rasa terkilan, rasa why Allah doesnt replace him with me, why Allah why..

But, i know and i realize, we cant fight on qada and qadar. Ketentuan Allah, tak boleh nak lawan kan. Once Allah say Kunfayakun, then benda tu akan jadi, no matter baik atau buruk, gembira atau sedih.

It taking me a year to recover, to realize i should turn to Al-Mighty. Aku sedar aku bukan kuat, aku bukan baik, aku juga belum dapat jadi muslimah yang diredhaiNya. Melihat manusia disekeliling, aku sedar kematian itu dimana-mana.

*if saya pergi dulu, please cari orang yang boleh bahagiakan awak,lebih dari saya bahagiakan awak.

I do as we're promised. walaupun payah sebenarnya, because i'm thinking of i cant face to lost another loved-one. i'm just cant. with his patience (Mr Casper), I accepted him. Even he's not my first, but I hope he can be my last, till Jannah. InsyaAllah.

My dear Mr Casper, I'am so sorry. sebab saya jarang merasai kehilangan yang macam ni, tapi bila Allah tarik nikmat kasih sayang tu dalam sekelip mata, i feel like half of mine is dying. it's not that I dont love you, No, it just that he was once my best memories. and best memories is hard to erase, am i ?

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm deeply, truly, heartily SORRY :'(

Love note: Please help me to replace the memories with Yours, will you ? Iloveyou, i always do :')

ASSALAMUALAIKUM 2012 ! *update yang biasa-biasa

2012-01-02T14:07:00.000+08:00

Waaa, lama rasanyaa tak update blog. entah, mungkin otak tak berapa nak produktif sebab banyak main kot awal-awal sem ni.haha, tapi Alhamdulillah, lepas beberapa hari mengadap buku *sebab buat assignment, baru realise lah sebenarnya kna belajar betul2 semester ni.

and semester ni, banyak gilaa assignment :O sebab final paper ade dua je, so banyak marks dekat assignment lah kan. sebab selalu common test is not more than 50% rasanya. Bak apa yang aku tulis dalam post2 yang lamaa dulu, yes, aku happy dengan apa yang aku buat sekarang.pilihan sendiri kadang kala lebih baik bukan ? InsyaAllah :')

and oh ya, semester ni for Organizational Event, we planned to make an Islamic Talk, InsyaAllah, semuanya dalam perancangan, nanti if dah siap semua poster by Miss Adda Sham, boleh aku post kat dalam blog ni okay ;) and hopefully student UiTM tak kisah kan if kitorang cas sikit nak masuk dalam dsi tu, sebab yang kami bawa ni bukan calang-calang orang. botak kepalaa weh nak pikir semua.hehe. dah majlis ilmu, tak baik berkira sangat, ye dok ? ;D oh ya, prepare for sumthing stunning okay sebab we have a theme that night !

aku ada terbaca pasal budak terpelajar yang merusuh tu ye kat paper semalam. and this is what i found ;

I am not going to comment lebih-lebih pasal ni, but mostly, what i found trough forum and groups dalam facebook and all, tak dinafikan, there's few of us yang macam ni. merusuh dan merusuh. aku tak faham apa yang mereka nak sebenarnya. just bagi aku, dapatkan dulu 4.00, sijil ekstra kokurikulum kasi banyak-banyak and why not kita ni ambil pengalaman dengan serta international youth conference ke, benda macam tu, bagi bukak minda sikit. Malaysian are sometimes are not gratitude enough dengan apa yang kita ada sekarang ni. Mungkin nak sangat contoh budaya barat tu sampai rusuhan pun dok nak try sekali. sungguh, aku tak faham. memang kadang-kadang, kita geram jugak apa yang dibuat pemimpin tu tak berapa nak betul, tapi aku rasa baik kita try jadi pemimpin dalam usaha kita nak betulkan apa yang tak betul tu dulu, then only you can do your own way of leadership. ni aku tengok, pegang skroll pun tak lagi, sumber hanya dari internet dan khabar-khabar angin, ada hati nak cakap gebang dalam geng, dalam group. It sicked. like seriously -.-
In politics, there's nothing lose and win. They sometimes be a winner, but another time a loser too. because what they can see, others cant, but what others can, they cant.

sungguh, aku tak faham.

OKAY, last, sebab aku tak tau apa yang aku tulih dah ni. to all students diploma UiTM, selamat kembali ke kampus. Moga hari-hari akan datang lebih baik dari sebelumnya. Kurangkan berpolitik, lebih kan beramal. Sekian.

Ombak Rindu dan Mr Casper

2011-12-07T01:47:00.001+08:00

Okay orang kampung sekalian, aku dah tengok Ombak Rindu ! haha

saje nak bagi jeles kat orang yang tak tengok lagi. it was a date with Mr casper lepas dekat dua bulan tak jumpa tau. bajet macam duduk jauh sangat je sampai lama gila tak jumpa -.-

dengar cite movie ni melebihi kutipan untuk twilight ey ? ohh, gempak noh cite melayu laa ni :p

Tengok dengan Mr Casper tersayang lah baru feel tengok cerita macam ni :) mula-mula kena gelak sebab tajuk cliche semacam, tahap mesti cerita jiwang-jiwang an. tapi, at last, sapa entah tak kelip mata tengok :p

Cerita dia, so far, okay lah. cara shooting pun best. tempat pun menarik, especially rumah Hariz tu, Ombak Vila kot nama dia. tepi laut uuu, siap open concept :O

and most of it, Maya Karin bawak watak Izzah memang terbaik ! nampak lah dia cinta gila dekat si Hariz tu. macam feeling gila kot. and more than aku expect dia boleh bawak lah

tapi slack siket bila azizahmahzan jadi datuk sufiah ! mengada-ngada je cara cakap. dengan melayu baku tak boleh blah, aku tau lah cerita melayu, tapi please, ayat jangan skema sangat -.- biar sedap telinga dengar. dressing, well, as normal as sexy ajijah -..-

Lisa? pun not bad. cara dia marah, kadang-kadang buat aku nak tergelak. macam tak jadi je marah tu kak lisa oi. hahah. tapi ok lah kan. can be accepted.

ada orang cakap kenapa orang tergelak-gelak masa tengok Ombak Rindu padahal tak lawak pun, diorang tak paham macam mana comel nyaa si Aaron tu bila cakap bahasa comel-comel dia :)

Me : Tu, pakwe baru (sambil tunjuk dekat Aaron)

Mr Casper : syg la tu ;p

haha, sabar je lah. tapi Mr Casper lagi handsome. *cehh :p masuk bakul angkat sendiri :p

okay okay. tutup pasal O.R

Last message for Mr Casper;

"B bukan taknak update pasal kita, but you know what, i'm no longer feel what i've felt for the last one year and five months. You are not caring much about me, you are actually ignoring me. I try to be patience at my best, understanding that you are too busy with your exam and all, but it hurt me much when you are not happy much as much i am happy to see you last weekend. i can feel that in your eyes. I'm not judging you, but that's what i feel. i know, you are ashamed to be sweet *romantic in front of other people, and i know, it's not the real you, but please bear in mind my sayang, you are showing it for me, for my heart to grow stronger for you, not others to give their heart to you. i'm giving you only a month to make things better and for me to re-think, whether it worths for me to wait for you, for us. I'm not asking you a sweet video about your love to me, I'm not asking you to do a handmade birthday card(s), i'm not asking you to do a very sweet and memorable surprise party, or even a platinum ring, I'm just asking you to try to be much more romantic, much more sweet. I'm not forcing you, but please, if you want us to be last, just please. I Beg You my sweetheart: 30 days left and get back my heart."

kalau rasa menyampah baca messages tu, please pangkah tetingkap anda.

Unfriend ah ! -.-

2011-11-28T14:21:00.001+08:00

aku rasa aku banyak berfikir dua-tiga hari ni. Yes, memang aku jenis thinker. kuat berfikir. sebab aku nak jawapan. sebab tu aku tak boleh study chemistry and physic oi, sebab aku tak nampak logic dia. otak aku bukan boleh paham konsep macam tu.

pasal unfriend, friend, facebook. once aku pernah update status;

I'm never posted on your wall, or having a chat with you or comments on your status, even the Facebook said we are friend

sebab aku tengok trend orang sekarang, suka bising bila added friend tak tegur tak comment, tak like, tak dan tak seterusnya. It's is not every status kau tu orang suka nak baca, or every gambar kau tu orang suka nak tengok kan. highlight di situ; EVERY.

Yes, memang lah aku bukan manusia popular yang kawan beribu dalam facebook sampai nak remove semua sebab nk bagi chance orang lain add pulak, just you know, if tak suka, just remove, kalau kau rasa menyampah, remove. rasa tak tegur tu boleh migrain, remove. tak payah bising-bising. Tak semua suka baca status macam tu. and maaflah, kalau rasa aku ni lanc*** sikit suara. haha.

aku lain sikit. aku tak biasa remove friend, kecuali yang dah buat sampah busukk sama gua.haha

and maybe one day, kawan tak tegur kau tu boleh bagi advice membina kan? and maybe the one that will be your prince/ss charming kan? tapi rasanya, akan remove friends yang stok wanita gedik-gedik yang status dia tak sebulu dengan kau kan. yelah, dah kena batang idung sendiiri, sapa nak kawan dah. tak gitu ?

cuba tiba-tiba yang tak tegur tu comel macam apa nama penyanyi Greyson ape ntah tu, mesti kau mcam nak tak nak je remove kan? eleh, rahsia dalam poket kak yong kawasan lah.haha :p

oh ya, before aku lupa, for tak-tegur-facebook-friend, feel free to remove aziera tarmizi.
No hurt feeling, no heart feeling.
dan aku tak nak letak smiley or peace, or sekadar teguran dihujung ayat.
sebab aku wanita serious. -.- haha. kbyee

aku wanita sensitif cliche

2011-11-26T00:11:00.000+08:00

aku terfikir benda ni time on the way balik rumah tadi. yes, aku baru seminggu duduk seri iskandar tu, and now dah balk rumah, it's not that aku nak balik sangat pun, dah tak jadi plan nak keluar *ehem*, so better balik rumah, at least boleh makan and masak sedap-sedap dengan jayanya,ehehe. - act nak happy kan haty sendiri

aku jenis manusia yang cepat sensitif. even benda tu takde kena mengena pun dengan aku. even benda tu aku boleh ignore and think like nothing happen, but still, mesti terfikir jugak. mesti hati berbau syahdu *eceh

contoh la kan, kalau aku nampak someone ni macam tak larat nak habiskan food, tapi paksa jugak nak habiskan, aku akan automatically kesian dengan expression muka dia tu. yes, aku memang macam ni. cepat sensitif.

lagi satu, if someone tengah serabut mana dia letak barang dia entah, then aku akan cepat terasa apa yang dia rasa. some friends said that aku ada naluri yang kuat. entah, aku tak tahu, tapi aku akan cepat rasa apa yang orang lain rasa. sensitif kan aku?

and for small thing, pun aku akan cepat sensitif and tu yang tacing berhari-hari tuu, and aku betul-betul sensitif bila aku dapat rasa sikap someone trough perlakuan dia. i'm not judging people, tapi dia datang automatically macam tu -.-

sensitif ni bagi aku ada dua; sensitif yang cepat terasa dan sensitif yang boleh predict something

so, yes. aku wanita sensitif (mengikut term sensitif azieghaa) :p

fyi, follow my tumblr, zieee.tumblr.com

anndddd, back to personal, in this semester, aku kena organize event in subject Organizing Event (OE).

and jugak diberi tanggungjawab besar untuk jadi Project Manager, huuu -.-

hopefully, semua berjalan lancar and kita semua boleh dapat A+ okay BM118 4E ? ;)

*harap-harap jadi lah pegi loken ahad ni. winkwink :p

Keadilan *fyi, ini bukan politik

2011-11-19T10:10:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking about this last night, before i'm going to sleep. well, being a person yang suka berfikir, i think a lot before sleep, and also in the shower *haha tak senonoh*

orang cakap keadilan tu semua kena sama

orang cakap keadilan tu kau dapat macam tu, aku pun dapat macam tu jugak

aku dulu pun fikir macam tu. in terms of family relationship lah. Being an eldest daughter, well, selalu macam tertindas jugak,haha. dulu memberontak woo asyik-asyik kita jaa buat itu buat ini, adik-adik lain goyang kaki, makan roti gula marjerin -.-' dalam hati, ni tak ADIL, ni tak ADIL !

Bila last sem belajar Islamic Institution (which is in Malay, Kekeluargaan Islam) baru aku faham konsep adil dalam family Islam tu macam mana. well, ada guna jugak aku amik koko ni ! hehe

Ustazah aku cakap, Adil dalam Islam bukan konsep orang Melayu selalu pegang tu which is sama rata. It's more to memberi yang hak kepada yang berhak. oleh sebab kitorang belajar pasal poligami jugak, ehem, yes, poligami, konsepnya macam ni;

memang orang kata isteri pertama tu berhak dapat lebih, tapi macam mana kalau;

isteri pertama : anak sorang : nafkah RM2000/sebulan

isteri kedua : anak 5 : nafkah RM2000/sebulan

adil ke macam tu ? konsep adil tu sebenarnya, kita bagi *bukan kita, i mean orang yang sepatutnya lah* bagi nafkah according to keadaan dia. bayangkan lah if isteri kedua tu anak-anak ada yang sekolah, pastu ada yang kembar pulak ha, tak ke banyak belanja nak guna, compared to anak tunggal by isteri pertama?

fikir-fikirkan dan selamat beramal.

back to keadaan aku lah kan. memang lah, jadi anak sulung kena buat tu buat ni, tapi bila aku makin besar, aku just terfikir, bukan diorang pun kena belajar ke buat kerja rumah apa semua ni ? yelah, adik aku bukan kecik sangat pun masa tu, jarak dua tahun je. i once told my ma 'diorang pun kena belajar jugak. nanti dah kahwin takkan nak harap along buat kerja rumah diorang jugak?' something yang macam ni, - btw, matang jugak aku time ni sampai fikir time adik-adik kahwin haa.HAHA

Again, konsep adil tu kita guna kat sini. When your kids turn 12, ask her to learn to do the house core. yang sikit-sikit jadilah. tak kire lah anak first ke, anak second ke, yang last ke. aku umur 12taun dah pegi pasar beli lauk tau -.- please and please, jangan bagi alasan, 'kau kakak, kena tunjuk contoh baik dekat adik-adik'. Boleh kecik ati tau sebab yelah, bagi remaja yang tak berapa nak matang lagi, they will think that, aku ni orang gaji ke sampai semua nak aku buat. ha, jangan main. benda macam ni banyak kali aku dengar. You can cakap benda macam tu dekat kids, tapi benda yang sepatutnya lah, macam in her academics or behaviour.

i know lain orang, lain cara to be treated, tapi still as parents, can find a very gentle way nak persuade anak-anak untuk buat apa yang kita mintak tolong. So, kids will grown up closed to their parents.

Aku jugak tahu bukan dalam budaya Melayu untuk heart-to-heart talk, mostly lah yang aku tengok. and tak semua parents yang boleh satu kepala dengan anak-anak. Just, what, you learn to win your kids' heart. Budaya baik macam ni yang patut ada. Even you think i'm a bit westerner minded, tapi kalau budaya baik, tak salah kita pratikkan selagi tak melanggar hukum Islam kan ?

kenapa entah pagi-pagi ni aku dah terfikir benda berat macam ni -.-

Esok; HARI PENENTUAN

2011-11-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

esok 17 November 2011 dah, pejam celik pejam celik dah half november dah kan. rasa baru lagi. well, akhir zaman, masa berlalu unnoticed. and for adik-adik standard six, mesti dah cuak tak lalu makan bermuram durja menanti keputusan UPSR esok kan. tapi adik gundut aku tu aku tengok relax je.hahah. Even dalam facebook, status lima A akan ku genggam lah, apalah -.- btw, praying her all the best. bak kata adik kat bawah ni;

haa kau, siap conteng tangan dapat 5A. bila ingat-ingat balik zaman UPSR ni, Alhamdulillah, Allah tu Maha Pemurah sebab bagi aku rasa mengenggam 5A in UPSR. dua tiga hari sebelum result tu, MasyaAllah, cuak nya hanya Tuhan yang tahu. berbekal pesan makcik, amalkan surah Ar-rahman tiga kali selepas maghrib setiap hari, dan tawakkaltuA'lallah, Alhamdulillah, 5A juga digenggam. well, cikgu masa bagi result tu konon-konon la cakap kita tak dapat, tapi Alhamdulillah, dapat jugak. and when my ma arrived at school that time, terus dia peluk cakap tahniah *well, anak first ni memang excited lebih sikit.haha. siap kena gelak sebab mama aku masuk kelas terus peluk aku depan kawan-kawan. ada lah dua tiga budak laki kelas tu dah senyum sumbing dah.hampeh.haha

masa lepas UPSR tu, kadang-kadang kalau terlintas dalam hati pasal result yang akan diterima, terus doa dalam hati supaya pemeriksa tu murah hati nak bagi markah lebih and rasa seronok nak tanda kertas kita. ni aku amalkan. up till now, even in uitm.

and masa dah nak result ni lah akan ada mesej-mesej berantai akan kembali popular. konon if tak sebar nanti jadi mudarat dekat kita,or sumthing yang tak best akan jadi. so berduyun-duyun lah dapat sms *especially time PMR sebab time tu dah ada handphone.hehe* mesej berantai tu dari kawan-kawan seangkatan. aku tak berani nak kata benda ni betul atau tidak, tapi jika kita yakin dengan usaha dan tawakkaltuA'lallah, InsyaAllah kita akan dapat apa yang kita usahakan, even tanpa menyebarkan mesej-mesej berantai ni yang kita tak pasti kebenarannya. *well, Alhamdulillah, PMR pun merasa genggam 8A ;) and err, cuma time SPM, Allah tarik nikmat dapat straight A's, tapi still aku bersyukur Allah still bagi aku peluang untuk tingkatkan performance aku dalam study. Alhamdulillah ya Tuhan :')

Okay, untuk adik-adik, teruskan berdoa okay. ada masa lagi ni nak doa. mana tau entah-entah malam ni doa kita tu dimakbulkan. mana tahu kan. takdir Tuhan ;)

p/s: esok kalau rajin aku update lah adik aku dapat berapa.haha

chief chef

2011-11-11T15:55:00.000+08:00

aku baru lepas menepek dekat blog akak ni. banyak gilaa food review yang dia masak hari-hari. and mostly, different types. fyi, dia ni stay in Perth with her two lovely kids and her The Other Half ;) kiranya dia dah bermastautin kat sana lah. sebab her TOH pn half english half arab something. so, makanan dia macam-macam, from malaysian to anglo cuisine, african, aussie and etc. Ni bukan makanan yang untuk special day je tau dia buat, tapi dia buat untuk setiap dinner diorang, hari-hari. I wonder how she is too rajin masak and masak and siap decorate her food all the times? :O

and how's she's so rajin trying different types of dishes? double :O

cube kau bayangkan mak korang masak and post on her blog and didnt miss any single day ? tak ke meriah makanan korang tuu tiap-tiap hari ? :O

haha, banyak sangat O nyaa puun -.-

aku jealous sebenarnye sebab dye duduk in country which cheese, pastry, pizza, olive oil and sort of is the cheapest.aku suka western food, especially the grill, or baked one. sebab aku rasa much more healthy than deep fried and all.

and lagi satu, aku ni still student nya pun. poket tak meriah nak masak benda pelik-pelik ni setiap minggu. and if dekat rumah ni, i tell you,maybe me and my adik busuks sahaja yang makan.haha. sebab my parents and nenek lagi suka bnda-bnda malaysians foods, or jawa's, perhaps? ;p

and dekat rumah ni, oven diguna untuk masak kuih raya, tu pun dah dua kali raya tak guna-guna dah -.-

and aku malas nak beriyer-riyer tapi end up bndanya rosakk ! macam mixture hari tu.haihh

nak mintak kat ayah? memang tak dapek la.haha

sebab tu aku nak sangat stayin oversea. trying to make pizza and all, when the pancakes are nampak sedap tiba-tiba even kat sini, lempeng pun tak pandang -.-

bukan aku tak grateful duduk di malaysia aman dan permai ni,

but sometimes, my travel-sense yang buat aku suka jalan sana sini. especially outside malaysia.

masih muda belia ni, cari pengalaman lah ye dok.

if ditakdirkan aku dapat stay in oversea, aku still will come back home, Malaysia.

sebab as the words lies 'hujan emas dinegeri orang, hujan batu ....."

sambung sendiri lah kalau anda Malaysian sejati ! haha

cerita pasal masak ni, aku memang suka sangat masak. well, tengoklah badan saya pun -.-'

tapi still kalau masak and makan, aku akan balance the fat, sugar, and salt.

what more important, the healthy body. and yeah, kurus tu jatuh bawah sikit lah dia punya kepentingan.haha

Even i once had my own recipe blog. tapi dah tak active dah skarang. still ade, but not updated.haha. sebab aku buat benda tu masa boring-boring dulu. layout blog pun nampak sangat budak baru nak up dalam blogging ni -.-'

and now, i have been the chef in this house if my mom takde, well to busy with her actvts and all, or when i want to eat something that suits my tekak la. sebab tu my mom pun cakap 'Along ni suka masak apa yang dia makan je'. well, betul sangat lah tu sebab everytime dia suro masak kari i will refuse sebab aku kureng sikit kari-kari ni. makan tu makan lah, tapi if teringin sangat je.haha. tu pn kalau kari pekat mamak, and if its kari kambing :D

even i'm the chef for hari rayaaa dah tau. lagi-lagi if second raya and seterusnya -.-'

i start suka kat dapur ni since kesian tengok my mom sorang-sorang time raya, while all her in-laws kendong anak sana-sini. tapi tak la semua kendong anak. ada ja yang tolong. tapi start tu lah ade kesedaran diri sikit nak tolong :') Ma, please be terharu dengan anakmu yang sorang ini ! haha

my aunty says, takpa, praktis jadi menantu mithali.ehem. kalau dah anak aku karang dok merengek-rengek kat mama dia jugak macam mana? tak jadi jugak menantu mithali tuu. tapi aku nak treat my kids-to-be *insyaAllah, supaya pergi main jauh-jauh dekat their dad while i busy in kitchen.eheh. baru keluarga bahagia macam tuu ;)

berangan tak hengatt :p

dah cukup lah aku merepek tak sudah ni. dalam hati teringin nak buat meatball sebab dalam freezer ade minced beef :O tengoklah kalau rajin.byebye

Cuti sem, Putrajaya, Raya Haji dan Najwa Latif

2011-11-10T01:00:00.001+08:00

aku ni asyik tak update blog je. bila nak update, baru terhegeh-hegeh nak mintak maaf *eleh bajet reader(s) beribu. dua tiga ciput je pun. tapi aku still hargai :') bukan aku tulis untuk orang baca pun, it's more on satisfactory. bila aku dah luahkan, aku puas, hati tenang. and it will make up my mind. yang sudi baca, terimakasih banyak-banyak.

separuh cuti sem aku dihabiskan di Putrajaya. jadi babysitter kauu. tapi aku okay je sebenarnye. even kadang-kadang geramm jugak dengan perangai kanak-kanak riang dua orang tuu. bak kate Mr Casper, takpe yang, cari pengalaman. nanti dah ade baby, senang sikit. ewah, bajet esok luse je nak kawin.haha. well, ade jodoh ade lah. and aku bukan je jadi babysitter, malah merangkap maid dah haa. sib baik bergaji.haha. so, mengemas tak seberape, mendobi, memasak, boleh dah laa korang nak upah aku jadi maid for next sem break pulak.hahaha

and aku pergi convo day my cousin dekat uitm shah alam hari tu. anak arwah mak lang. so, my family and cik manik and her family nak celebrate lah dengan k.eka. taknak dia sedih hari bahagia dia kan. tapi yang tak best nya, pesta konvo uitm tak best sangat. tak banyak stall. tak semeriah yang aku jangka. aku rindu convo fiest usm. seronok. banyak benda. rambang mata. ehem.hahah. then, kitorang sambung celebrate dekat sekinchan ikan bakar (shah alam branch). memang ramai gila lah. berapa meja entah sambung hari tu. kitorang je dekat 20 orang. hehe. family aku memang macam ni, nak sweet-sweet je.ehehe. tapi sekinchan ikan bakar tak berape best sangat lah. tak banyak variety.

inspiration :) fyi, aku selekeh hari ni

tak cukup korum lagi ni -.-'

tapi sedih jugak laa. lame cuti pun still tak dapat jumpa Mr Casper. He's freaking busy with his assignments and all. trust me, kadang-kadang dye tak sempat pun msg i. tu yang sampai tacing-tacing tu. -.-' yelah, we are in different world. aku business stream, dia engineering stream. mana sama sibuk nya. sibuk-sibuk aku pun sempat lagi update facebook, sibuk-sibuk dia? paham-paham je la. kadang tu makan hati jugak. tapi aku selalu cakap kat diri, takpe, berkorban untuk sekarang. untuk masa depan kami jugak. InsyaAllah. sebab tu kadang-kadang tu aku tahan diri tak msg dia. sebab taknak ganggu. taknak bagi dia masalah. biarlah, buat masa ni. selagi aku boleh tahan. cuma kadang-kadang, aku rindu morning wish diaa setiap pagi masa aku mula-mula masuk uitm dulu :'(

dah, tutup cerita sedih.

Raja Haji aku went on macam biasa. first raya mesti kat rumah sendiri. sebab ayah involve in korban and all. petang raya tu baru balik kampung mama pulak. rumah aku meriah la sebab adik-beradik ayah semua berkumpul. actually, bukan rumah aku pun, rumah pusaka. duduk ngan nenek. so, semua akan disini if raya or anything. bila dah ramai berkumpul, macam-macam nak makan. orang tu nk makan ni, orang ni nak makan tu. so, a day before raya, memang lunch kitorang meriah gilaa, dah kalah time bukak puasa ! rusa black pepper, laksa, kari kepala ikan, udang mentega, and rebung masak lemak cili api. and banyak lagii.huuu. misi nak diet dibatalkan.haha. tapi tak puas, sebab tak banyak makan sup tulang T.T want moreeee

otw balik kampung !

tapi yang aku pelik nyaa, dah dua orang cakap gambar ni iras-iras, okay ulang *iras-iras* orang ni;

google credited.

tang mana yang sama tak tauu. entah, tak pernah mimpi pun nak iras sape-sape. haha. *fyi, bukan perasan okay. ni orang yang cakap.haha

okay, aku dah tak tahan ngan nyamuk-nyamuk yang sayang sangat kat aku malam ni.

kbye;

♥akubukannajwalatif

Beauty Review konon

2011-10-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

title tak leh blah. and yeah, this is my very first time review on beauty products *any other products pun tak penah review kau noks.ahaha.aku dah lame dah cari this very one lotion. sebab aku nak lotion ni sebenarnye;

I'm still in trying on whatever types of lotions that suits my oily skin.

and sebab utamanya; MRCASPER pun pakai lotion yang samaa :p

yes, anda tidak rabun mahupun tetiba buta huruf. sebab memang cik abang sayang saye sorang tu pakai lotion. kalahh i tauu. i pun jarang berlosyen-losyen. hahaha *yang, senyum sikit.hehe

lagipun aku punya vaseline aloe vera body lotion tu dah abih, so bagus jugak aku dapat beli. dah makcik aku pun ade membercard cosway kan.

Lupe nak cakap. this is from cosway. Designer Body Lotion R series.bau dye sangat best.sedap. grapes something.

but mind you, kadang-kadang boleh turn out jadi bau lelaki. i mean bukan *bau* diorang tu. tapi man's perfume lah.haha.sebab mase mula-mula dulu aku ingat MR Casper aku tu pakai perfume, rupanyaa, Tipah Tertipu bang, tipah tertipuu ! * eh, sejak bila tuka nama? haha

Lagipun kan kalau benda wangi yang kita pakai kat badan ni, dye punyaa bau beza ikot orang. maybe reaction within the chemicals and all inside our body.kot. sebab aku pernah terbaca ni somewhere. so, better percaya.haha

dulu sumpah aku tak reti pakai lotion ni semuaa, sebab aku ada oily skin. and lagi satu dulu gaya minah brutal lah kononnya, konon je okay. bukan brutal sangat pun.haha. so aku allergic sikit benda wangi-wangi and kewanitaan macam ni. haha. mandi lame-lame, spray rexona, pakai ape yang patot, dah siap boleh jalan. tu dulu lah. simple me.haha. then kulit jadi teruk sebab rutin aku yang ber-camping tak hingat and memang malas bawak payung ni. aku berjinak-jinak la dengan benda macam ni.sebab bagus pa. kulitselembutbayii*johnson.haha

Dua tips:

Rubbing lotion before bedtime will help you to have a nice sleep

Rubbing lotion on your feet can relieve the painful after a very busy day

and aku selalu pakai kaki sebab kaki jadi kering. yelah, seriiskandar tu panas uolss. terbakar kulit mak tau :p

tapi sebenarnye, lotion vaseline dulu best lagi. sebab dye tak melekit sangat and cooling. tapi yang ni pun okay, sebab ade bau sayang saye,ehehe*gatal :p

p/s: dinda rindu sangat sama kekanda. bilakah waktunya kita boleh bertemu dan bercanda? ehehe. ILYSM :)

sorry seems to be the

2011-10-27T15:29:00.000+08:00

easiest word. Trust me.

sorry guys for a long silent. it's not that i'm to busy until i cant touch my keyboard, i did online almost everyday. yes. but the idea in my mind remain just the idea. few interesting things happen, got to hangout friends and made a very cool new friend. being a model for a new dlsr :pp got to go to Botani Park and Masjid Besi for the first time. also not to forget a ride in Cruise , putrajaya. Thankyou very much to mama and pak din *yeah, pak din want me to call him daddy. hehe, sebab dia takde anak. so aku okay je lah.hehe pun bolehh :) helo daddy ! :D

yeah, back to the topic. susah kan nak mintak maaf ? Lagi-lagi in a typical malay family. kire kalau parents buat salah, rase susah nak mintak maaf. ego habis cool la konon kan. sebab tu anak-anak suka pendam perasaan kan. tak terkecuali suicide cases. i'm not insulted and tak jugak nak tunjuk kat sapa-sapa. sebab parents saya pun sama jugak, kadang-kadang. bukan bukak pekung sendiri, tapi tersentuh dengan television programs yang hari ni byk tunjuk pasal parents-children relatioship.

this one of Oprah's told us how these obes children pendamkan perasaan diorang and got their chances to express themselves in front of their parents in this programs. apa yang menariknya, they got obesiti because of their parents' lifestyle. dah dari kecik di ajar mkn tak sukat brapaa byk, mana tak jadi kebiasaan kan. how pity.

one of them tell her mom that she only has her mother as her bff because she has no other friend(s). Oh myy..

and ada lagi satu. tapi aku malas nak tulis. err, blog aku suka hati aku la.haha

and these parents tak malu pun nak mengaku salah diorang and mintak maaf. it is nothing priceless other than a forgiveness. but, in malaysia, it's vice versa.

the point is, kita manusia ego nak mintak maaf. maaf tu act boleh lembutkan hati orang kan. masalah apa-apa pun, kalau kita asyik tunding jari, tak kemana pun.aku pun jenis macam tu jugak dulu. rasa ego kena pijak-pijak doh kalau mintak maaf. and aku one of kind yang nak menang jugak pulak tu. haha. kan susah.

but when i'm in boarding school, senior taught us to say sorry often. kalau terlanggar biasa kan diri cakap sorry, kalau salah, biasakan diri cakap sorry.kalau guna public phone lama sangat smpai orang dok panjang beratur, biasakan saying sorry. tapi senior aku dulu kejam siket la sebab kena cakap maaf. tak boleh sorry-sorry ni, sebab diorang cakap macam tak ikhlas cakap sorry.haha. hampeh kelapaa.

that is why, bila dah lama practice ni, kalau terlanggar orang kat pasar malam or supermarket yang serba ramai umat manusia tu, aku akan cakap sorry dulu, tak kire lah sape langgar sape, kenal ke tak, itu belakang kira.

simple je pun sorry tu. tapi still orang tak reti nak buat and tak reti nak hayati maksud mendalam sorry tu.

for me, a forgiveness is such a victory :) lagi rasa bangga sebab kau boleh jadi humble mintak maaf.sama jugak if kita mintak maaf dengan Tuhan, humble tu kena ada. kan a good deed macam tu ? ;) InsyaAllah, doa akan diterima, disusuli dgn amalan yang baik dan terpuji. InsyaAllah :)

bila kita mintak maaf jugak, kire kosong-kosong lah kan. sebab kau malas nak fikir dah and malas nak tacing. bila tacing ni yang simpan dalam hati buat pekasam ni kan. aiyoohh.it can kill ourself tauu. sebab tu sekarang aku try jadi lebih cool malas nak tacing-tacing. cakap sorry kan senang. tak payah nak tempah tiket kafan awal sangat.ehehe. joke :p

and sebenarnye, Malay guys bukan tak romantik, tapi ego je lebih. tu je sebenarnye. so, guys out there, be more matured and open minded okay. trust me, ramai perempuan melayu terakhir akan jatuh melutut dikaki tuan hamba semua. eceh bahasaa :pp

panjang pulak ha aku membebel pasal sorry ni pun.

So, siapa cakap sorry seems to be the hardest word?

practice makes perfect tau :)

hey, apa ni mintak maaf tak pandang mataa ni? ikhlas ke tak ni ha? ha?

**actually sajaa nak tunjuk gambaq aku naik cruise wehh.hahahaha :pp

fyi, twitter baru aku - Azieghaa

cheers add :)

another boring thingy

2011-10-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

yeah, i have done this likely tag last few weeks. but this one have 100 to go :)

takpa, aku suka bila dah bosan-bosan ni :p

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage : Air Sejuk

2. Last phone call : MR Casper

3. Last text message : MR Casper

4. Last song you listened to : Bruno Mars's

5. Last time you cried : Dont really rememberr

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice : Many times :)

7. Been cheated on : Banyak sangat. T.T

8. Kissed someone & regretted it : NO

9. Lost someone special : My aunty who passed away a week ago

10. Been depressed : sangat-sangat

11. Been drunk and threw up : NOOOO

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12: White

13: Black

14: anything depending my mood

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend: a lot

16. Fallen out of love: TAKK

17. Laughed until you cried: Lupe dahh. sorry :p

18. Met someone who changed you: Since last year i've met him :)

19. Found out who your true friends were: Yepp

20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yeaa -.-'

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NO

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: MOSTLY

24. Do you have any pets: Tak, but i wish i could have my very own kitten, the orange one :)

25. Do you want to change your name: syukur dgn ape yg ade.heh

26. What did you do for your last birthday?: Did the event pamphlet for FESTIVAL PENGAKAP UITM for the whole night ! -.-'

27. What time did you wake up this morning?: 9.30, i guess?

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Taking a good night sleep after a trip to Kelantan and Terengganu

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Got my diploma, degree, master, and get my own money, InsyaAllah :)

30. Last time you saw your Mother: tadi before bertolak ke putrajaya

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life : nak jadi selembut marshmallow :p

32. What are you listening to right now: tick tock tick tock

33. Have you ever talked to a person named tom?: NO. sounds like a cat's.haha

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: Somebody who thought her boyfie is like an angel -.-'

36. Whats your real name: NUR AZIERA AHMAD TARMIZI

37. Nicknames: aziera, ziera, iera, along :)

38. Birth month: Marchy March

39. Zodiac sign: Ikan. :p

40. Male or female: Female.

41. Primary School: SK Haji Hasan Changkat Petai, Tapah Road

42. Secondary School: Sekolah Seri Puteri,Cyberjaya

43. High school/college: UiTM Perak, Seri Iskandar Campus

44. Write whatever you want here: so manyyyy -.-

45. Long or short hair?: LONGGG

46. Height: onesix'o' kott

47. Do you have a crush on someone: yeppyy

48. What do you like about yourself: i'm a good cook, kott :p hehe

49. Piercings: Twice

50. Tattoos: Henna :)

51. Righty or lefty: Rightioo

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: During kindergarten, chocking-something. a minor one.

53. First piercing: Ears

54. First best friend: NUR NAQILAH, up till now :)

55. First sport you joined: i'm not a sportwoman-thingy

56. First vacation: Pangkor Island

58. First pair of trainers: Not

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: Nope. it's late.

60. Drinking: Nope.

61. I'm about to: Sleep

62. Listening to: tick tock tick tock

63. Waiting for: my eyes for completely sleepy

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids: a boy, and a girl. or maybe more? haha

65. Get married: NAK, InsyaAllah :) *gatal.haha

66. Career: A successful business woman cum a good muslim cum a good wifey cum a good mommy cum a good chef.haha

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.

68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs make me feel warmmm :')

69. Shorter or taller: Taller, but not taller than MR Casper.hehe

70. Older or Younger: not suree

71. Romantic or spontaneous: Both is a superr-combo ! :)

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Stomach lahh

73. Sensitive or loud: LOUD please.

74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger: TAK

77. Drank hard liquor: I'm muslim.

78. Lost glasses/contacts: Yes, the clear contacts. that's why i've used coloured now

79. Sex on first date: again, I'm muslim

80. Broken someone's heart: Pernah, kot.

82. Been arrested: TAKNAK

83. Turned someone down: Twice.haha

84. Cried when someone died: Yes. The most remembered, my ex-boyfie, BADRULZAMAN

85. Fallen for a friend: MR CASPER, my schoolmate :p

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: OFCOURSE

87. Miracles: sometimes

88. Love at first sight: Tak, many sight(s) much better

89. Heaven: YES

90. Santa Claus: He's a liarr

91. Kiss on the first date: Kismis boleh :p

92. Angels: You mean, Malaikat?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Tak. rugi kredit.haha

95. Did you sing today: Yes, on my way to klia and ssp

96. Ever cheated on somebody: mestialah ade.hehe

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: 2005

98. The moment you would choose to re-live: Being in loveee.haha*jiwang

99. Are you afraid of falling in love: Nope. Love is a gift :)

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: TIDAK. suka hati le nak bace ke tak :pp

Me, Mom, Dad, KT and KB :)

2011-10-17T15:24:00.000+08:00

Helo dear readers :)

Sorry lama tak update, lame lah sangat baru bape hari.haha. and bajet ade orang baca je blog yang tak bapa nak awesome ni. huu T.T

Baru balik dari kelate tengganu. dah boleh kecek kelate skik deh.haha.

Best lah even most of the trip adalah embah-embah yang comel. hehe. aku orang jawa separuh, atok nenek ni panggil embah la senang :) ade embah yang cakap air kopi kat kedai ade ajinamoto, sebab tu dia tak beli. haha. ape comel sangat embah oi, air kopi tu bukan sup nak letak ajinamoto. ade jugak dua orang embah comel yang lain rebut-rebut tempat duduk, sebab nak duduk tepi tingkap.hehe. kelakaa. macam budak-budak pulak diorang ni. and embah yang duduk kat tepi aku ade cite dye dah penah pegi Medan tau. shopping segala. okay, ni jealous ni. Memang nak pegi sane kott. One day, InsyaAllah.

let photos tell moreee :)

Sebelum mula perjalanan, fyi, my mama is the trip leader :)

Night in the cold freezing bus -.-

Morning Glory JELI. before going to Kuala Terengganu

Dad's back while he's looking at mom :) kinda like this candid

This is taken at Payang after we got some shopping. fyi, I've saved some of money - actually most. for shopping heaven, Kelantan.haha - i think i beli penyu keychain here for my friends and loved one. tu je. and my mom by some makanan pelik-pelik.haha

P's pun ikot pi Kelantan Terengganu wehh ! hye MR Casper :pp

Then, to Arfa Batik. act i'm not that intrested in this batik thingy as for me, it's too expensive and tak berbaloi. kalau aku dah jadi YB nanti, baru berbaloi kott rasenye.haha

conteng conteng

and yeah, i got the lucky draw from Arfa's :p lapik periuk yang jenis batik je punn. tapi okay lah kan, beli shawl rm19.00 pun boleh lucky.haha

Crystal Mosque and Me :)

Then, we went to Masjid Kristal to perform solat. abaikan penampilan selekeh perempuan diatas. :p

My mom decided to take the boat in Taman Tamadun Islam, but i decided to take the trem. It's a blessed you know to have this great experience as this is my first time here and i can take few pictures of the monumen, as here. and heartily thanks to Ayah sebab sudi belanja anak mu yang seorang ini masuk ke dalam :)

for me, as student, agak pricey. tapi aku suka. sebab benda sejarah kan. Manusia yang lupa sejarah, akan lupa kesilapan yang pernah dilakukan. betol dak?

Here ade 4 pameran interaktif yang sedang berlangsung, and we got to see pameran Khat di monumen Masjid Negara, Taj Mahal, Al-Aqsa and Istana Al-Hambra, with all sort of video and exhibition :)

Mom and Dad in the trem

Aqsa Monumen, best. macam real. hoping to go the real Aqsa one dayy

Al-Hambra :)

Mom and Dad at Hambra's

Then, we got for 4 hours bus drive to Kota Bharu. bapak lame. tapi sebab penat sangat, best jugak tidok dalam bas.haha. and we stayed in Hotel Selesa in Kota Bharu, which is tak berapa nak selesa. tapi boleh la untuk lena:p

and we got this for dinner !

a really yummy Kelantanesse Tomyam yam yam yam ! hahahah

and ape yang tak bestnya, charger handphon sony buat hal pulak. dah la tu the only camera aku. yela, org cam aku ni mane mampu lagi nak beli dlsr, iphone segalaa. so, tak dapat laa candid-candid in Kelantan, the shopping heaven.

In Kelantan, i got a black floral dress, kain ela with batik printed for baju kurung, new cardigan, and a dark purple blouse. tak banyak pun, tapi rabak la jugak.haha. dah la duit parents- mostly, so rasa tak best pulak nak beli banyak-banyak. yeah, as they said, ade rezeki datang lagi. :)

okay, malam ni ke Putrajaya pulak. baru betol travel gila-gila cuti ni.haha :p
fyi, jadi baby sitter okay :p
yang penting, masyuuukk. hahahah :pp kbyeee.

IKLAN KEMENTERIAN KESIHATAN

2011-10-14T13:22:00.000+08:00

AMARAN ; mungkin fakta basi. kalau tak suka, sila tutup tetingkap ini. pihak penganjur tak jamin sebarang kemarahan or keTERASAan yang akan terjadi :p

aku antara gadis-gadis yang tak suka lelaki merokok. kawan aku cakap, eleh sebab bapak kau tak merokok.memey la. aku tak diajar dalam scene merokok dalam rumah sehingga mencemar rongga paru, ketika kecil - mahu pun sudah besar dan panjang ini.

and bukan tu je, aku fikir, merokok tu, bukan perokok je yang kena, tapi orang yang disekeliling jugak kan ? sapa tak sayang nyawa weh. tapi ramai je lagi kan there's people yang sayangkan rokok lebih dari segala-galanya.

Ramai je lelaki handsome sekeliling kita ni, tapi bila nampak je sebatang rokok kat mulut, dah aku rasa kurang handsome kat situ. aku bukan nak cakap aku anti gila perokok ni, tidak. tapi aku tak suka. tapi kawan-kawan sekeliling yang merokok tu, kau tak cukup cool la merokok, apaa kata belanja aku Mcd sebarang dua? baru lagi cool. pahala pun dapat - tapi belanja dengan ikhlas lah gilaa.haha :p

Semalam aku terdengar kat radio, radio apa entah. Hot mungkin. yang menariknya, ada satu ni cakap "based on research kat unitedstates, cerita yang banyak smoking scene mempunyai less viewer than yang takda or sikit ja smoking scene." ha, kau. sapa cakap kempen TakNak tak berkesan. puihh -.-

tapi aku still wondering kenapa klgangster masih banyak viewers, padahal asap rokok merata-rata. aku tengok kat panggung, sumpah aku rasa sesak nafas doh ! -.-' over tak aku. tapi aku memang sejak azali macam ni.nak wat camna.

maybe sebab adyputra kot dia jadi popular dan boleh kutip byk viewers.

memey ar, sebab dia tak hisap pun rokok tu, dia gigit2, pastu haktuihh, campak tepi. ni baru kita cakap gangster :p

malas lah aku nak cerita panjang pasal merokok ni. cerita basi. tapi tu lah,

aku just nak share ape yang aku dengar kat radio tu je sebenarnye.haha.

SELAMATMEROKOK ! eh bukan

SELAMATSOLATJUMAAT PEOPLE ! ;D

By bus

2011-10-13T20:12:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow night, InshaAllah i will be on my way to Terengganu and Kelantan. It is second time for this year - and yeah, for my whole life. i rarely got chance to go there as takda relatives la kat sana. few in Terengganu, but not as much as here in north Malaysia.haha

i heard that, if we cant use their dialects, it's hard to bargain price, am i? and i think not all of them is that hard.

i sincerely think that it is not only major problem in here, but i think in most of tourist attraction in Malaysia.

i am not giving negative view of my beloved country, yes, but you know, it's common.

and it can give bad impression and these tourism-business-thingy cant stand up long if it will be continue like this.

yeah, when it come to foreigner, you will be most kind biz people in the world, siap try berbahasa dengan speaking london kau.

but when it comes to local, sekali tawar-menawar pun taknak. kan? konon harga barang naik. padahal petrol tak naik-naik pun. politik niaga. puihh -.-

So, as it will be my first time in Kota Bharu and my second time in Kuala Terengganu, please be nice with me okay ? ;)

Girls and shopping cant be separated. that is why i put all shooping-attractions above.haha

shopping, cant wait ! :D

:'(

2011-10-13T01:53:00.000+08:00

NAK

MACAM

DULU

:'(

PLEASE .

"when-we-bored" creative project #2

2011-10-12T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hari ni macam biasa ah bangun lambat. awal sebenarnye dah bangun sebab si Izham Kuat tuu msg kul empat pagi konon nanti pukul 6 tolong kejut diaa sebab nak pi interview kat tepeng. - bila call, dah bangun kelam kabut nak gerak rupanya -.-' and aku pulak dok golek-golek atas katil. kul 11 pagi jugak baru mandi.ekeke. tadi mama cakap wan nak ajak gi pasar rabu - pasar rabu kat tempat aku ni ialah pasar sari yang hanya ada pada hari rabu dan dipenuhi oleh macam-macam barang dari bundle clothes, foods, buah-buahahan, tudung-tudungan ? eh ade ke? haha. dah dia tak ajak aku awal-awal. aku buat bodoh je la.haha. last week dah pegi, and you know what this pasaa rabu have been very boring - and i am not that excited to look forward for it macam sekolah dulu.sekolah rendah mau yang ada ponteng sekolah wo sebab nak pegi pasaa rabu. see, Mr Casper is smilingg ey ? haha -kantoi ! :p

biasalah hiburan budak kampung macam kami ni. nak pegi bando jauh sangat. pasaa puun jadi la :)

and aku google-google teringin pulak nak buat kek coklat kukus and terjumpaa resipi simple kat sajionline.

mama tengah godek-godek biaa dia sebati :)

letak dalam loyang bila air kat bawah pengukus tu dah mendidih ye puan-puan :p

and biarkan for one hour macam tu la. kau pegi cucuk-cucuk dye. kalau rase dah melekat and macam dah masak kat pisau/lidi yang kau cucuk tu, dah masak laa tu :p

nak tau ingredient ? kindly pm me okeh? haha. -bajet macam retiss :p kbye

"when-we-bored" creative project #1

2011-10-11T23:21:00.000+08:00

adik kena masuk pertandingan memasak esok. so aku willingly nak tolong dengan diorang punya food labels.

jangan nak gelak sangat sebab ni semua idea budak darjah enam. aku just merealisasikan impian.haha :p

the messy-steps that we took;

tadaaaaaa ;

Food labels :)

group's labels :)

and

last,

MOGAKAMUMENANG, OKAY GENDUUTT

and the geng ? haha.kbye :p

yang pergi takkan kembali

2011-10-09T14:34:00.000+08:00

Semalam hari yang paling sedih buat keluarga. it is unexpected. Mak Lang pergi meninggalkan semua di dunia ini. paling terasa kehilangan arwah, suami dan anak-anak arwah, sangat manja dengan arwah. dan jugak adik beradik ayah yang lain. sebab itu satu-satu kakak dalam keluarga. dan kini tiada buat selama-lamanya.

aku pun terase kehilangan arwah. Mak Lang sangat baik dengan family kami. even family Mak Lang tak semewah mana, tapi setiap kali kami datang, ade je masakan air tangan mak lang. yang paling aku suka, nasi lemak dengan rendang ayam. :')

Mak Lang bukak gerai nasi lemak sendiri. Ramailah pelanggan-pelanggan tetap. dan jugak bila ada nasi lemundi - nasi kombinasi pelbagai jenis daun. kalau bulan puasa pulak, orang tak sabar nak makan pecal dan kerabu :') ingat lagi dulu selalu Mak Lang amik daun pisang dan surat khabar lama dari rumah - buat bungkus nasi lemak.

Tapi Allah lebih sayangkan arwah. Tiada sakit yang lama, sekejap sahaja. aku rasa, baguslah begitu. betapa mudahnya beliau pergi. Mungkin Allah bagi peluang untuk anak-anak nya terus berbakti dengan keluarga pula selepas selama berpuluh tahun beliau bersusah payah mencari sesuap nasi untuk anak-anak. dan juga mengingatkan kami yang masih hidup, bahawa bila-bila masa sahaja malaikat Izrail datang mencabut nyawa.

Baru aku teringat arwah masa memasak ayam hari tu. masa aku kecik dulu, arwah pernah ajar aku macam mane nak buang lemak ayam yang boleh buat sakit jantung. Juga teringat arwah 2 minggu lepas masa tolong mak Oly berjual - teringat arwah satu-satunya yang meniaga makanan dalam keluarga. Teringat rendang ayam masakan arwah. hmpph, mungkin tanda yang dia akan pergi dulu

Mungkin sekarang aku masih mampu lagi menaip di blog yang seberapa indah ni, mana tahu esok lusa, aku pula yang mengadapNya, tapi aku pohon, bagi aku masa untuk berbakti kepada kedua ibu bapa dan membuat amal kebajikan didunia untuk bekalan di akhirat. Dan jika sudah memang takdirku pergi dulu, aku redha. ameen :')

Semoga semua tabahkan hati menghadapi kehilangan ini. Redhakanlah pemergian arwah. dan mendoakan semoga arwah ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang beriman. InsyaAllah :')

Pelik

2011-10-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

random thoughts;

aku pelik kenapa harus mengingati dengan orang tak ingat kat kita.

once you have said, if we take your one and only lover, putus sahabat segala.

sanggup bermusuh dengan sahabt sendiri kononnya dia lelaki sejati

dia lagi pentingkan ? tapi bila dia takda, sahabat jugak yang kita cari.

manusia. pelik. sangat pelik.

konon cinta itu buta, kau lah cinta pertama,

tapi jarang pun aku tengok yang betul-betul setia.

kahwin lah lama mana pun, sejarah curang mesti ada.

zaman moden, mana ada cinta romeo and juliet lagi dah. tak percaya ?

bangun dah tengok sendiri

aku rasa hidup sendiri lagi bererti.

kbye

Manja

2011-10-06T17:06:00.000+08:00

Okay, ini bukan cerita Manjalara kat tv3 tuu. tapi manja yang boleh diklasifikasikan sebagai perasaan ingin disayangi dan dicintai dengan rase sedikit mengada-ngada - mengikut kamus cheekymonk.haha

tapi, there's differences between manja dan mengada okay. fyi, lelaki prefer perempuan yang manja bukan mengada. zaman serba maju ni, lelaki lagi suka tengok perempuan independent tapi still ade sifat comel-comel kat situ.ehehe. i repeat, bukan mengada. pernah tengok BOF? yang perempuan tu masuk TOJ and menang in term of talent sebab tunjuk bakat diaa boleh bergusti dan ber-wrestling? itu contoh okay.aku tak suroh kau gi belajar taekwondo-whatsoever tapi, kadang-kadang perempuan tough ni lagi comel tahu?

yes, you can ask your boyfie holding your hands on your dates, pegang kan barang-barang you time shopping. but please, remind you, diorang tak sukaa sangat bila kita ni melebih-lebih. Mr Casper had proved it, trust me :p

we can be very comel dengan buat suara menggodaa. tapi bila dah biasa sangat cakap titew nak mamam itu laaa b *dengan buat muka sekali*, kami yang pompuan pun muntah darah beb. bukan boyfie kau ja. -kadang-kadang maybe takpa lah kot

and please treat your boyfie like your lover. kita boleh care tapi bukan manjakan sangat. tu dah macam mak dah tu. instead of kau je yang buat semua benda - lagi-lagi yang dia minta, apa kata ajak dia sekali buat sama-sama. lagi-lagi kalau dapat boyfie anak mak kan, sometimes they tend very manja dengan kita, tapi kite balas balik dengan kita puun nak manjaa jugak. boleh? so diorang akan rasa, tak perlu manja dengan kita sangat sama manja dengan mak.ehehe

tapi lelaki manja ni boleh je, sebab aku pun sukaa. tapi dont be too much. nampak lemah lah bro. wa lagi tough apaa hal.haha :p

aku rasa apa yang aku nak sampaikan ni kadang-kadang macam sampah. haha. tapi aku rasa korang paham la kot. if tak, please dont shy ask me :)

and i have no intention nak tuju kat sesiapa. tapi ini opinion aku and what i saw through drama(s) and all. that's why aku rasa aku perlu tulis.

ngantok pulak baru lepas makan ketam masak lemak cili padi.haha. kbye

alif ya mim buaya

2011-10-05T12:31:00.000+08:00

cakap pasal eja-mengeja dalam jawi ni kan, aku teringat masa kecik-kecik dulu.

dulu mama aku suka main *eceh eja-eja dalam jawi ngan ayah aku sebab tak nak bagi kitorang paham.

lagi-lagi kalau dye ade plan nak pegi mana-mana.

tapi bila dah masuk sekolah, cepat je la tangkap kan.haha. pastu turn aku pulak buli adik-adik, so diorang tak dapat ikot, aku dapat ikot. aku kan jenis keras kepala, aku nak, aku nak jugak.hihi

tapi what is surprising me bilaa masuk sekolah menengah and university, still some of us yang tak reti sangat mengeja and membaca jawi. tak tahulah kenapa. tapi aku rasa cool gila kot boleh baca jawi. instead of japanese yang bangga dengan katagana and hiragana whatsoever, kan best kalau kita, Melayu, bangga dengan jawi ?

baru vintage beb boleh baca jawi. oh ya, dulu aku admire sorang kawan ni yang sign dye pakai jawi. tapi aku punya tak cantik sangat. maybe kombinasi huruf kot.

sekarang aku kena amik mandarin dekat uitm. tapi mandarin for speaking purposes la. aku teringin jugak nak belajar yang chinese simplified tu. senang siket kot. kalau jawi dah boleh even tak pro, ape salah nye belajar tulisan lain pulak, ye dok?

ok lah,

!سلامت برچوتي

Azam Cuti Sem.hahah

2011-10-04T23:46:00.000+08:00

Everything we want to do must start with azam okay? fyi, ni bukan azam anak pakcik dollah tu. -.-'

tapi azam aku kali ni terpesong sedikit dari lumrah seorang student. sebab tengah cuti sem, sape nak pegang buku weh? HAHA.

CUTI NI, AKU NAK;

menjadi seorang perempuan yang rajin mengemas biliknya. fyi, aku dah mop segala bagai bilik aku. and boleh golek-golek atas lantai tau :p errr, cuma wardrobe tak make over lagi.ehehe

melancong a.k.a berjalan-jalan selagi boleh.

menjadi rajin untuk menjaga muka. buat home facial, scrub, egg mask, and yang sewaktu dengannya

menjadi seorang yang sabar dan mendengar kata kedua orang tua. sebab saya ni degil. sebab tu saye nak try jadi anak yang baik. even siket pun jadi lah -.-'

mempunyai sepasang chopstick kepunyaan sendiri. kalau boleh nak yang besi, feeling macam korea.

berkebolehan masak kek coklat kukus, baked macaroni and cocktail pudding tanpa bantuan sesiapa.

boleh makan shushi untuk sepanjang cuti ini. at least 3 kali. ehem*

tidak malas bangun pagi solat subuh dan solat-solat seterusnya dan juga mengaji.

men-decorate bilik se-kawaii mungkin untuk menjadi perempuan selembut marshmallow

tidak membiarkan bilik dipenuhi sarang lelabah dan habuks

mendapat keputusan kolej yang best

mendoakan lecturer-lecturer saye baik hati menanda kertas saye dengan memberi A dan seterusnya *ewah. mendapat result exam yang masih boleh dibanggakan.

membuat aktiviti sihat yang lain selain ber-facebook, ber-skype, dan ber-movie *fyi, aku dah gilaa korea and japan movie balik. tapi still minat movie dye jek. bukan makanan, bukan dance yang tak kawaii tuu ;p

okay last;

nak jadii kawaii.haha kbye.

Skype-ing

2011-09-27T02:40:00.003+08:00

sebab sayang tau b buat skye baru :p

Abang Laptop ACER bauu kedai : cuti nanti kite skype banyak-banyak tauuu :-*

sakit

2011-09-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

malam tadi sakit dada balik. tak tahulah. tapi since awal tahun hari tu, asyik kena yang sama. soemetimes rasa nafas pendek sangat. and sometimes rasa nafas tak tentu. and kalau try tarik nafas panjang, it hurt me much. tak tau la kenapa. at one time, rase macam nak mati. agak-agak kenapa ye?

aku call Mr Casper sebab tak tahan sangat. he's being so sweet sanggup teman aku yang sakit-sakit ni even dye ngantok sangat time tu. dah la kelas dye pagi hr ni, sian kan you yang. bila i cakap sorry susahkan, tapi dye cakap sebab aku penting sangat :') touched !

and at one time, aku rasa kesian sangat kat dia and ajak tido. sorry tau yang. b tau ayang penat nak layan b yang sakit-sakit ni.i heart you much tau.

yang, if one day, b pegi dulu, ayang please fall in love with anyone that can make you happy, and give you pretty and handsome kids. but please, at the end, i wanna be with you one day, in heaven :')

b heart you much :-*

Tinggal lagi dua

2011-09-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, selepase dua hari bersengkang mata dan memerah otak, dah habis lagi dua paper. and tinggal lagi dua paper. yeah yeah holidayy ! :)

tapi semalam paper csc down gilaa. susah siot. T.T sumpah nak nanges masa jawap tu. asyik tengok jam sebab nak cepat habis. fyi, aku bukan jenis yang suka keluar awal. sebab mana tau last-last minit dapat ilham dari langit.haha paper tu memang damn susah. lepas orang jaga exam tu ambik je paper, mule lah hall tu memekak. semua rasa nak jerit sebab paper susah sangat. tapi nasib baik takde lagi aku dengar bakaa paper yang macam aku dengar time jawab addmaths spm dulu.haha. gila, gila -.-'

just i am hoping the best sebab tu je yang aku mampu buat. TawakkaltuA'lallah.

and tadi ctu, Alhamdulillah boleh jawap. idea datang mencurah-curah je. tapi lenguh gilaa tangan sebab ce imagine untuk soalan 2.5 markah kene jawap esei sampai 7-8 baris hoi. untuk satu jawapan okay, kalau soalan nak tiga, tak ke nak nangis menulis panjang-panjang.

tapi aku tau ustaz Paiz baik hati. hehe *bukan mengampu :p

and sorry for banyak membebel this few days. memang aku banyak membebel in reality. tapi aku rasa aku perlu jadi blog ni my diary, macam sekolah dulu. baru aku puas hati lepas curah hati kat sini. yelah, aku bukan jenis luah-luah sangat kat orang ni. nanti aku feeling regret, sebab diorang pun mesti ade masalah sendiri. tak ke macam beban pulak kan.

and for those who offered their hands to help before, really appreciate it.

I heart you lots. like seriously.

Miskin

2011-09-24T01:56:00.000+08:00

ha kau post title bajet nak kesian je.haha

hari ni jumpe miss Lily, and dah dapat carrymark CSC. orang first tau. haha. yelah, dah tercongok depan dye tgk dye marking kertas kitorang, dye pun kesian laa kat kitorang and bagitau dulu carrymark. tapi sedih jugak la. sebab tak gempak mane. 30+/50 tau tak. adoy, macam manaa nak dapat A ni Y.Y

takpe takpe.cube buat untuk lagi 50markah esok tau ziera :)

then, tadi mintak mama topap. mintak rm3 je, tapi sebab mama saya sangat awesome, dye bg sy rm5. okaylah kan, rm5 equals to 5000 sms.haha. perlulah mengampu lebih sebab anak dye yang sorang ni tengah papa kedana makan nasi sehari sekali je. and Alhamdulillah hari ni ade orang murah hati buat sedekah belanje oblong. Semoga mudah buat exam sebab murah hati tau :) hehe

and adik gendut saye yang baru pakai samsung champ tu mesej konon-konon mula gelakkan saya sebab mintak mama topap. siot nye budak -.-' pastu dok cerita esok nak pi raye rumah kawan and kenduri kat rumah kawan mama. rupa-rupanya ada udang sebalik mee;

dye nak pinjam saya punya selendang. saye gelakkan dye pulakk sebab selendang saye semua ade kat sini, i mean hostel.padan mukaaaa :p and kantoi jugak dye pernah menggayakan *eceh bahasa. tudung saye colour turqoise yang saye tak usik lagi and tinggal kat rumah tuu T.T hailaa budak.

tu laa dulu dok mengata aku pesyen-pesyen bagai siap membebel macam mak nenek. mentang-mentang dah habis exam, bergaye sakan kau yeee :p you know what, last week i met her, pakai eyeshadow nokss -.-'

oh lupe, adik busuk ni baru habis upsr.haha :pp

oh lupe pulak;

ni adik gendut saye yang bergayaa dengan selendang barunye.haha

esok paper computer and information processing wehh. WISHMELUCK. kbye.

:(

2011-09-23T13:08:00.000+08:00

you know what i mean by this.

who started it first,

2011-09-23T12:41:00.000+08:00

kuatkan hati

sorang-sorang je nampaknye hari ni.kbye.

Oblong tu ape?

2011-09-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

satu makanan lazat seperti dibawah;

gambar sebenar

macam prosperity burger, tapi lagi murah.

saye post sebab Mr Casper taktau oblong tu macam mane

hahahaha kat dye. *hehe kalau marah, sayang :p

okay, Lapaaa tak? ;p

studyy studyy

2011-09-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

okay, hari ni dekat seminggu dah study week for UiTM, diploma i mean.semester ni aku rasa malas gilaa nak study.despite of all personal and inner problems yang berlaku, and keeping happen

lagi aku jadi gilaa,and you know, for first time bangun lambat tak pegi kelas englishh hari tu. but luckily that cool rajaGopal tak marah, instead he told me, yeah i know you even dont have the attention to skip my class. it's okay. haa kau, sampai macam tu dye cakap.tapi betol lah, time tu aku memang tak sihat. tapi nak sangat pegi kelas, end up tak dengar alarm bangun kul 9.30 padahal kelas habis pukul 9.45 T.T

sampai Mr Casper pun kene marah dengan me sebab tak kejut. padahal dye bukan rajin pun kejut :p haha

big L on my head.

cakap pasal study, semalam je whole day all out study dekat library bagai. tapi yelah, sorang. orang lain berteman. sape lah aku kan. even ajak makan pun, sumaa tak free, and ending up makan dengan addasham.

tapi mcm biasaa, MR Casper will said *if i ade i da teman you dah yang*

saje nak sedap kan hati lah tu kan ;p

lepas tu hari ni kembali malas. T.T

sumpah nak nangis. sebab aku nak ruang privacy. aku tak boleh study if hati tengah marah. tapi, nak cakap lelebih, hari tu dah cakap. takkan aku nak pakai camcoder record ape yang aku cakap dah?

addasham and liyanasyahirah paham ape yang aku cubaa sampaikan.

i wish i have finish my exam and safely arrive home.

tapi mimpilah ziera, mimpilah !

terima kasih budak yang kat bawah ni yang selalu jadi mangsa peluk if nak tido and selalu jadi mangsa lap air mata kalau tengah nangis minggu-minggu stress ni. terima kasih baby ! *muah muah.* gelii.haha

nak Mr Casper saye ! kbye.

Azieeghaaa

2011-09-22T14:33:00.002+08:00

i found this on someone's blog;
and freely tag myself.ehehe

A - AVAILABLE :
Nope, at the moment.hehe

B – BIRTHDAY:
March 13, 1992

C - CRUSHING ON:
Mr Casper :p

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:
Cactus Mineral Water

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
Friend(s) and myself - memang sukaa cakap sorang-sorang -.-

F - FAVORITE SONG:
Somebody's Me currently - depending on my mood

G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:
Marshmallow is most preferred

I - IN LOVE WITH:
yeah, Mr Casper !

K - KILLED SOMEONE
Mestilah tak

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE:
to Perlis by SSP bus

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:
Mocha or Cappucino *ignore the spells

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
threeee, all girls. I'm the eldest.

O - ONE WISH:
iwishicouldshoppedandtravelledlikecrazythiscomingsemesterbreak -.-

and generate some moneyy

and aku tau takkan punyaa ! pfffft

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST:
i dont used calling ppl, but i love receiving call(s) hehe

R - REASON TO SMILE:
anything that able to make me smile

S - SONG YOU LAST SANG:
Somebody's Me, dalam shower tadi.haha

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
More than 9 a.m pluss. lagi-lagi time study week macam ni

sape nak bangun awal hoii :p

U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR:
guess? hahah

V - VEGETABLE(S):
saya suka ulam ! :)

W - WORST HABIT:
hot tempered and get annoyed by some people

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
2010

Y - YOYOS ARE:
yoyo(s) ?

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:

Pieces

Random Questions About You :)

Spell your name without vowels:

Nr zr

*nama banyak sangat vowelss.haha

Your favorite number:
13 !

What color do you wear most?
BLACCCKK.

and most of my first beli baju or stuff, mesti black in colour,

tak kire lah skirt ka, handbag ke, if it only my first time having it p

Are you happy with your life right now?

satisfied enough. but sometimes, not T.T how pityy

What is your favorite lesson in school?

Englishhhh :)

Who is your best friend?

Naqilah, my bff since primary school :)

When do you start back at school/college?

dont really remember

Are you outgoing?

Yepp, but depending on mood and ppl i've met

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?

Noooooo

Can you whistle?

Pun tak. sedih tak pernah berjayaa T.T

Walk with your toes curled?

lagi lah tak

THE DO'S :)

Do you believe in miracles?

yes, sometimes

Do you believe in magic?

No. it's a trick

Love at first sight?

Nope.

Do you know how to swim?

No, seriously ! -.-'

Do you like roller coasters?

takkk. paling takot jatuh.

i am the one selalu pk bukan-bukan padahal tak jadi pape puun :(

Have you ever been on a plane?
NO. but i wish i could have my very first flight to Bandung !

cant waittt :D

Have you ever asked someone out?
Yess, but mostly ending up they didnt. busy and sometimes, busierr

Have you ever been asked out by someone?
yes. but sometime i cant make it as i selalu poket kering T.T

kesian tak?

Have you ever been to the ocean?
tak. tapi nak honeymoon kat cruise boleh? ;)

Have you ever painted your nails?
i just put some henna :p

nak kenaa potong jari dgn Mr Casper ? :p

tapi tak takot pun sebab tau dye takkan buat.hahah

THE WHATS :)

What is the temperature outside?

entah. but Seri Iskandar sangat-sangat panas. trust me.

What radio station do you listen to?

Hitz fm. or sometimes Perak.fm? sebab my parents really addicted to this.

What was the last restaurant you ate at?

Uptown UiTM.haha

What was the last thing you bought?

the green one lifebuoy shower foam

What was the last thing on TV you watched?

saya sukaa online :p

Who was the last person you said I love you to?

Mr Casper ? :p

HAPPY SECTION :)

Are you a happy person?

yes. but moody much

What is your current hair color?

black, from birth up till now

CURRENTLY WEARING :)

What shirt are you wearing?

tshirt rembat dari rumah.hahah

Pants?

Pajama *even dah petang sekarang ni

eh, dah mandi okay :p

Shoes?

Bare leg

Necklaces?

Nope, tapi dreaming having one. The silver one, pleassee ?

IN A BOY/~~GIRL~~ :)

Favorite eye color:

dark brown

Short or long hair:

Short

Height:

taller or same height *just like Mr Casper :p

ps: thats why i dont wear heels when i'm on date(s).ehehe

HAVE YOU EVER.

Been to jail:

NOOO, and taknak pun !

Laughed so hard you cried:

sometimes

Cried in school:

Yes, even now in university !

Done something really stupid that you still you started laughing:

yes, but cant really remmber what

Seen a dead body:

last in primary school

THIS OR THAT?

Pepsi or Coke:

Zapple lagi sedapp lahh :p

Chocolate or Vanilla:

Chocolate !

Strawberries or Blueberries

Strawberries, with chocolate sauce ? yummeeyyyeahh! haha

Meat or Veggies:

Dua-dua pun sayaa sukaa

TV or Movie:

Movies and SONGS

Guitar or Drums:

Guitar.

and i think girl with guitar is cool :)

Adidas or Nike:

Adidas

Cheerios or Corn Flakes:

cornflakes.

Name one random thing about myself.

garang.haha

saya nak QILAA and ADDASHAM buat ni! ;p

you,

2011-09-20T21:02:00.000+08:00

For whom yang nak pergi Shanghai esok,

I just want you to come back safely

and of course souvenir(s).ehehe

yours sincerely; theOldFriend :)

ape yang best blogwalking ni?

2011-09-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

Blogwalkingg

One of my friends asked me this evening, ape yang best sangat blogwalking ni.

to tell you the truth, i am just love to read other's life. it is not that i am the busy-body-people,

i am just happy to see people happy.yeah, they once said, you can make people feel good through writing.

in blogging, they throw all the tantrum(s), sharing their thoughts, telling their lovely love story(s), posting photos and all. it makes me feel happier that way. i know i have lots friends in reality, but somehow i feel like nobody is there and blog walking s just as strolling at the park on lovelyy evening.

i know some of them are over exaggerated, but you know, it is nothing to do with your life.

if they do, ask them for kedai mamak, and make the heart-to-heart talk.

it is more better than never.

and i know some people blog walking to get visitors, yeah, i had been that way once, but you know, it is really not sincere. it just like you wanna be friend with some one because he drive a merc. and because of that, i started to become silent reader, i never put my blog link aimlessly in unknown people's blog. but yeah, i am, sometimes, post in my fb or the pages for blogs, just in case, their heart knock their finger to click on my blog.ehehe

So, people out there, if you are too lazy to make yourself walking, just please blog walking babeh !

stalk the maria-elena mercedes, the cikepal, or the Dr hatim razak. you can almost find how these awesome people seeing life in different perspective.

p/s; somehow, blog walking rush my adrenaline to shop and style like crazyy ! :)

Demam.

2011-09-17T12:36:00.000+08:00

When it comes to exam, friends will looked irritated, to many of us. all the regret that we are not paying enough attention in class, the sms-ing during lecturers, the bad-mouths, swallowed us, inside a really deep hole. But, you know, get back in track and build the confident is very important. i know it looks like *ah, poyo ahh kau ni.* tapi, true. just get back in track.

when i in the semester 1, friends always compared their courses with mine. they said OM an easy course, OM is an bloody easy to get job, OM is easy for you to get the dean list and the list going on. At that time, i feel a kind of fire in my mind, in my body. how they easily told me its an easy course even though many of us still cant get the dean? - i am not insulted. it's reality. why? have they been in my course? facing the difficulties and striving for exam(s)

have they?

NO. they didnt.

they only see the cover. and jump to the conclusion(s). they said that their course is difficult like hell, facing all the programming, drawing and models, looking for dateline and all. facing the grumpy-like lecturer who love to throw work that rejected.

you know, we also faced that. we also face the grumpy lecturer. even if we didnt need to draw like you did, not need to face the calculus, will you be able to type 30words per minute without looking a glance on you keyboard? - and using the right finger for right alphabet? and digest all the informations, empty the brain, and fill it up with facts. studying Maths that we hate most, entering the course wishing we did not need to touch the fingers in calculator but ending up have one?

i am not saying my course is tough too, but what i going to say that, every course have its difficulties.

it has its own challenges. it has its own joy. it's us who have been chosen to take it as our journey.

our journey is not ends here. we try our best to do in everything we do.

i know that some of my fellow readers, if have, saying like i am not the one who choose to be here, yeah, i know what it feels. just like the form four girl who didnt want to take pure science but was pushed to take and faced her spm - and now, she regret how she has a such narrow minded and didnt get her chance to study oversea. but I believe, everything happen has its reasons.its us who must find its beautiful side and enjoy that side and ignoring the dark. this is the way, how you can be much more appreciate you life that you owned now.

up till now, i feel blessed what i have found. a journey that i can be proud of.

yeah, for two semester i have got my Dean's. It's a blessed from Allah.

after five years of difficult life that make myself to open my eyes. seeing people who have everything in her life and succeed. and when the time I never appreciate my life. i keep comparing, but i have nothing.

Now, i feel blessed. blessed what i got up till now, with people i loved most.

and i hope this bless will continue to grow, till my last breath, my last destiny.

SELAMATMENDUDUKIPEPERIKSAAN PEOPLE !

do pray for our success.InsyaAllah :)

My Sanggojae

2011-09-17T10:58:00.001+08:00

the laman rumah is not big enough.

i will hire the new architecture and build a very wide Sanggojae ;p

and adding the swimming pool too ;)

**padah tengok korea -.-'

if i can have my whole life;

2011-09-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

i want to go on a park with you on Sunday(s)

i want to go camping with you

i want to have a picnic with you

i want to have sunbath at the beach with you

i want to take picture(s) of my graduation day with you

i want to cook and have a good meals with you

i want to choose my home's deco with you

i want to have a nice sweet chat(s) with you

i want to go on plane with you

i want to be in Melbourne with you

i want to buy groceries with you

i want to have same cute mug with you

i want to have a good reading time with you

i want to have a lovely bedtime story with you

i want to go on candle light dinner with you

i want to have a ride on super bike with you

i want to have most remembered slow dancing with you

i want to go on prom night with you

i want to have a really surprised birthday party with you

i want to eat your favourite char kuew teow with you

i want...

it goes long in the list....

by the way, can i have your whole life with me?
because i have so many things that i wanna do when i'm with you.hihi ♥

Love;Aziera

Love

2011-09-15T13:48:00.001+08:00

casper and fukuchan ; Jaya Jusco Ipoh :p

the Q

2011-09-14T21:54:00.000+08:00

"It's better crying alone

rather than knowing nobody's there."

ziee **

Minggu Bergambar !

2011-09-12T18:06:00.000+08:00

i rarely taking pictures. but most-suka-gambar dalam family.

yeah, i am only taking pictures when i'm in mood.

because, just like the models, the have their own mood - and professional too.

and i am the one who appreciate cool arts ! and i believe, everyone does :)

minggu gambar? tak percaya ?

Wednesday, 7th September

Thursday, 8th September.
Kak Fyna's Raya style on High Achievers' High Tea

Friday, 9th September
Muke budak tensyen nak test malam tu

Wednesday, 11th September
Coming home for family's openhouse on Dian's style

Monday, 12th September
a fake smile.

haa see? how i sukaa gmbar mggu ni? :) yeah, some of my photo have been photoshop-ed or picnik-ed. just nak tutup big scars yang dekat mukaa sebab chicken pox tu. malu mak noks nampak parut2 segala. aku tak suka edit sangat. nanti totally fake pulak. tak pasal orang cakap aku buat plastic surgery.muahaha

p/s: tak sabar nak jumpe Mr Casper. muah muah siket. :p haha

2011-09-05T23:00:00.003+08:00

assalamualaikum ak x pernah tahu yg ak akn ad blog n ak x pnh terpk nk ad blog sendiri tp ak nk berterime kasih kt org yg ak sayg snggp wt blog ni hehe tq fukuchan hehe

wedding things

2011-08-27T20:36:00.000+08:00

i wondered how this traditional malay wedding became verrry traditional :)

*addicted dengan karya cst production,

especially their videos on weeding-things

errr, saye nak kawin lamaa lagi :p

Akhirnya, Berjumpaa jua

2011-08-27T06:32:00.000+08:00

Semalam dapat jumpe Mr Casper :p

biasalah, plan last minit tuu yang sweet. ehehe

actually plan nak shopping-shopping dekat ekspo raya teluk intan dengan si Khai Faeez bersama bini-bini beliau.hahah

and ajak lah Mr Casper sekali. saye terkejut tau wakk sebab awak nak ikut. hee ~~muah muah sket~~. HIHI

and

thankyou sebab sanggup teman saye shopping even awak pun tak sihat sangat

thankyou jugak sebab even awak tak sihat suare tak kelua pun still awak layan saye bercakap

thankyou for whole night you spend with me

thankyou sebab awak nak jalan sekali dengan kawan-kawan saye even tak sekali sangat.haha

and saye nak awak tau,

i really love you

and

please,

do not make me stop loving you ♥

impian awak nak tengok saye pakai baju kurung dah tercapai.

sekarang ni turn saye pulak nak tengok awak pakai baju melayu

time keluar dengan saye tau yayang :p

My Bed, My Room

2011-08-25T11:26:00.000+08:00

nak macam ni !

Terkejut

2011-08-25T11:10:00.000+08:00

This morning aku terbaca one this sweet post of my friend pasal anak diaa.

she's very young. same age with me. *imagine me with a son = ? -..-

just if she reads this blog yang tak-berape-nak-hensem ni, aku just nak ucap

*Congratulation ! aku kagum dengan kau sebab jadi very young, hot mommy !* #bungaapibackground

honestly,aku bukan jenis suka sangat baby-baby ni dulu. dulu kan bajet gangster, konon kalau nampak baby je cakap apehal kau bajet comel? muahaha. and aku tak biase nak *olo-olo muchuk-muchuk, meh kat tite meh* okay, anda boleh lempang kalau tak sukaa.haha

tapi bila makin besar, orang cakap - naluri keibuan. yes, naluri keibuan tu yang buat aku kena belaja juga sweet-sweet ngan baby ni. aku taknak anak aku dapat mama yang gangstaahh ! *nanges T.T

i learn how to acah-acah baby :)

i learn how to pujuk him/her sampai dia tidoq :)

i learn how to understand his/her feeling bila diaa buat perangai mengada :)

i learn how to praise them with my sweet tooth :)

tapi baru lesen L. nak pass P, siket mase lagi. nak jadi mama pro, kene tunggu ade baby dulu lah.haha

and tapi jugak, aku pantang kalau orang bajet suka sangat kat these kiddos sebab nak-bagi-boys-cakap-saye-sweet =..=' apaa daa. love is not trend. absolutely not crime :D

olo omey-omey, muahh-muahh mama siket :p

First Lagu Rayaa dalam Blog wehh !

2011-08-25T09:40:00.000+08:00

okay, semangakk sikek nak ghayaa weh ! *slangkelatetetibo ! =..=